Only one

2010-04-24T21:51:00.000-07:00

I've change my blog to inthiscoldnovemberrain.blogspot.com

GOODBYE.

2010-04-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

Goodbye Tiffany teo ping ping

I've hurt you deeply. But letting you go and being so heartless is even more hurting for me.

I hope you understand why i did that this . Cause i doubt you will. the memories we had will always be kept into my my head forever. Now that everybody thinks that i'm bad guy so i really don't know what to say. REALLY. but you know deep down inside i'm not this kind of person. Don't you cry tonight . You will find someone better than me trust me. TC i love everyone in your family. I will miss them. BYE.

Tm.

Favourite girl

2010-03-03T20:10:00.000-08:00

Done my shopping for lappy, ipod and i phone! Pretty much got most of the things already. Today after work is baby's turn to shop!!! Genting trip is confirmed, B, me , calvin, jj,elize,fred, and a few more!!! Alright got to go off to work!!!BYE!!!!!!

MUFFIN muffin.

2010-02-28T03:58:00.000-08:00

Take care. LOVE YOU ALWAYS. Tiffany ,me and my whole family will miss and love you always. Thanks for being a part of us for the past year eight months, hope you're happy. Will love and miss you always. We promise.

2010!!!

2010-02-26T19:53:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings!!!!
This year had been the best year!!
1. I past my O levels going RP
2. Me and baby is getting better and better.
3. Me ,my cousin and family members are closer.
4.Lastly i'm going to turn 18!!!

This is my last post through this com as i'm going get a new com today!!!
I don't know which okay i'm saying to you. I don't wish to say anything for now..
After i get my new com i'll blog often!!!

OKAY. I'm off to work!!
BYE!!!!!!!

2009-11-28T04:19:00.000-08:00

BABY JUST CALLED i'm smiling like anything now!!!!!! i MMISS HER SO MUCH!! I cann't wait to see her. She says everything is alright and she is having fun!!!! BABY BAY THANKS FOR CALLING! I can't wait for you to come back an i will be giving you a very very tight hug that you will be breathless for a few minutes! I'm serious this time! BABY BABY I REALLY CAN'T WAIT! I don't even feel like going to thailand at alll!!!!!!!!

Two is better than one.

2009-11-27T20:35:00.000-08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something".So maybe it's true That I can't live without you,maybe two is better one.

This song kept running in my head today. Dam it. I really miss baby a lot a lot a lot but she is not calling or emailing me at all. I'm really hope she does . Had training this morning done so basic then head down to tiong to eat with the team at long john sliver. Everyone is okay and happy. then now i'm home. I'm heading down to Thailand soon. Hopefully everything goes weell. Baby i will call you alright when i'm there and when you're back in Singapore! Baby i miss you.Really do.

I want to hold your hand.

2009-11-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

Things aren't going my way. I realise a lot of things are happening but nvm i will hide it to myself till i call or meet up with baby and i'll tell her. That girl of mine haven't call me yet! I seriously miss her the whole day i can't talk to her i just feel very very uncomfortable, guess i'm addicted to you,but not possieve. I really miss you a lot a lot a lot. Btw i'm leaving to thailand soon! In like less than two days! Okay i need to go now. I'm really busy plaaning checking all the stuff! HEAD EGGGGG BABAY!! You should know what i mean when i say that.! Call me back i really do miss you :( Missing you always.

So stay away from me the beast is ugly.

2009-11-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

I'm very tired! I was suppose to wake up at 5 30 and i only woke up at 6 36 . Luckily tim also haven't left his hse. I cab down join tim and uncle and some of them for soccer near boon keng station. Man it's tiring waking up so early.
Still ain't got news about baby. I feel very very uncomfortable not talking to you. I miss your nagging and everything baby ,someone who always ask me to pack my things and all ,now you left for only two days my room is in a mess! B a b y if loving you was wrong i rather not to be right. ALRIGHT, i got to go to take my nap then night i will be working at PS instead, to take over your shift! OKAY loving you always muacks.

Missing you.

2009-11-26T07:40:00.000-08:00

Is one thousand pieces enough?

Everything is so so messy.

Hello earthlings! I've been so busy this few days! I'm very tired been waking up at 7 30 and only coming home at 12 plus midnight!! Man it's tired.

Yesterday baby just left to the koreeaaa! Although i act like i'm not sad in front of everyone but i'm really sad :( Only baby know that as i wrote her a small letter where i tell her how i'm feeling.

Really miss her very much. Wonder what she is doing what now? Sleeping i think ?or playing DS?BUT whatever things she is doing i'm sure she is missing me haha!

Tomorrow i need to wake up early around 5 30 to meet baby's brother for soccer,then i'm helping baby's parent to work at parkway with her aunt. haha the funny one.

ALRIGHT come back tomorrow!

Baby can't wait to meet you soon at the airport , I'm in a whole mess without you!

LOVE YOU YOUR SILLY BOY! I will not text you as i don't want history to repeat itself like America! I love you forever. Missing you!

Love

2009-11-19T08:50:00.000-08:00

I love you. I really do.

Perfect

2009-11-16T07:58:00.001-08:00

Hello people!!!
Things are getting better between Tiffany and me. we worked it out and now we're doing it fine :)
This few days have been working in baby's parents shop and office and tomorrow will be starting on my new job!! Hahaha. A few more days baby will be heading to Korea while i'm heading to Thailand.! Time pass really really fast. Alright i gtg ! Waking up super early tomorrow.
Love you forever.

You can put the blame on me.

2009-11-10T19:00:00.000-08:00

MAD

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin
'Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin'
just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening
And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad forNothing,
fighting forNothin',
crying forNothing,
whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing,
no not forNothing,
this should beNothing to a love like what we got
Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?'
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the painGirl,
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no noAnd it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this warBaby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go
Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all forNothing,
fighting forNothing,
crying forNothing,
whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing,
no not forNothing,
this should beNothing to a love like what we got
Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?'
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the painGirl,
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no noOh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleepBaby,
we're gonna be happy, oh
Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?'
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the painGirl,
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.

Mad by neyo.A few more hours and it's exam! Haven't even started to do some tys! Need to start on some soon. IS friends all you asked for?

Permanent

2009-11-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

Things don't turn out what we expect in life.

The world don't stop just because you are hurt. In this way the world will be always stopping because in this world there are many broken hearted people. Move on. No matter how much i love you i told you. You're not coming back. Tears ran down i can't deny.I'm fine now I was just at your park near your hse. I need to accept it .All the best for whatever you are doing. Although you are part of my life but i guess some things i need to learnt the hard way and let go.
I'm not the guy you should be with .I'm sorry.

Thanks for everything love.

I love you. I can't deny it. Didn't expect things will end out like this honestly. Take care. honestlyiwilltrytobefine.

2009-09-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hi,everybody ! It is like since 9877766256131 days since i blog :)
Alright, i seriously need to change the blog skin.
Lots of stuff happened like my birthday, perliums and stuff!
BIG O is coming !!! STUDY hard man.

And last but not least. thank you girlfriend for the best few months ,you had been taking care of me like a treasure and treating me like one :) Presents ,party and all are secondary and do you want to know what did i wish for my last year birthday? It was to see you at clark quay one more time cutting cake together and blowing the candles together with me. Thank you to your family to feed me with so many food that i now look so swollen up :( loving you always.YOUr baby boy :)

Marcus

2009-06-03T01:48:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings,marcus is back blogging.I HAD A BAD SPRAIN ON MY LEG!!!HAD a game yesterday and we lost,our bench had only 3 ppl and at the end of the 1st quater i had already 3 fouls,fuck once you got all 5 fouls out you go.I commited the 4th foul at the start of the 2nd quater and i was benched all the way till the last quater. NVM we tried. This morning i had recive a surpise from baby,sh called me and she said she was outside my hse i didnt belive ,i went to open the door she indeed was there! i miss her so much!She is having some talk now then after that she is going henderson waves. While i now at home slacking should be sleeping soon. Maybe will catch up with baby to watch MONSTER VS ALLIEN ON 3D. haha. I love baby muacks thanks for the support and coming down today love you always.!

Why does this love feel like a battle field ?A battle field?

2009-05-26T03:12:00.000-07:00

Sorry bout the emo post yesterday,just came back home not long ago,I took a double decker 147 home today ,but this time is not from sergaoon but somewhere near school,when boarding the bus,I checked for coins wanting to put in some coins for the tickets,i boarded the bus then there was no coins in my wallet,checked the pockets there were none,then i seaarch for small notes but there was none.I search my sercet compartment and i found 50 dollars only,I really wanted to take the tickets,I WAS like a fool i went up and down to ask for people to change with me pleasing ppl,hoping they will change for me i went to the second floor to change and luckily an old lady was willingly to change,by the time i got my coins next stop was my turn to alight.But still i went to put in the coins when the uncle insisted dont need,i left the bus so shy and started to fold the hearts.INTERCLASS SOCCER WE ARE IN THE FINALS! Everyone was looking at me.I had my hair cut.I look like a gay now.NO side burn no nothing.. FUCK THE FATTY WHO CUT.haha.Should i go training later? OR SHOULD I NOT? fuck i got no one to ask. Or if i go break that time who i should be calling? Nvm i dont know what should i do next.
HAD been waking up 5 plus in the morning still thinking to sent baby to school,ha,now i not even a 615 alarm clock dont say someone who fetch her to school..
WAS fliping through the chem tuitionbook then found baby wrote in one small corner 'ILOVEYOU
XOXO'
I laughed to myself.
SUN sun is super sickhe had been lying down there for two days,suppose to fetch him to the vet but everyone is so busy and i cant possibly bring him there alone cause i dont really know anything.I hope thursday i can bring him there with her.

OKAY I AM GOING TO TAKE THE LYRICS OF ONE SONG FROM DAVID AND TRANSLATE THE DAY THAT I MET TIFFANY.

Saw you from the distance-walking down the stairs to the canteen when you selling the tickets
Saw you from the stage-On the small stage i look at you again
Something 'bout the look in your eyes-you turn and look at me
Something 'bout your beautiful face,-i knew you are special
In a sea of people,-In all yellow uniform you are the only one with blue hair band
There was only you-ONLY YOU
I never knew what this song was about-I was hearing a song tittle fall for you
But suddenly now I do,-the moment i know why
Trying to reach out to you,-i tried to attract your attention by going to the window
Touch my hand,-wanted to hold your hands
Reach out as far as you can,thought you will reach out yours
Only me, only you, and the band,-only you me and your friends
Trying to reach out to you,-tried to reach out to you by buying rice where you were near the drink store
Touch my hand,-reach out for you
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause my mp3 i needed to act cool
Can't let this feeling end,-once i never act cool cant get your attention
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is gone
I'll never see you again,-I never get to see you again
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause my mp3 i need to act cool
Until I touch your hand,-until i touch your hands
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is gone
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,-so many of your friends were there
A wonder wall of stars,-all kinds of looks
But the one that's shining out so bright,-but i only notice you
Is the one right where you are,-only you
Trying to reach out to you,-tried to reach out to you where you were buying drinks from drinks store
Touch my hand,-wanted to touch your hands
Reach out as far as you can,-thought you will reach out yours
Only me, only you, and the band,-you me and your friends
Trying to reach out to you,-tried to reach out to you where you were buying drinks from drinks store
Touch my hand,-wanted to touch your hands
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause the mp3 i need to act cool
Can't let this feeling end,-once i never act cool i cant get your attention
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is over
I'll never see you again,-I never get to see you again
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause my mp3 i needed to act cool!!!
Until I touch your hand,-until i touch your hands
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is over
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again

Okay i got to go now,i love you.
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams.

2009-05-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hi,i am here blogging.Just back from chinatown with friends.I walked away i left,sending you a msg.But no reply from you at all.I left out of your hse tearing down.Our relationship is tearing down if you could feel it.Maybe i suck as a boyfriend maybe i ruin it.IT is always been me as what you said i cant admit my mistakes.I am sorry.I feel i done enough so does you. I TRIED so did you. I pulled out my phone typing the msg which i hate the most to do it. I ask for a break between the both of us.But why am calling you now,every moment i am shedding a tear,you? i called you 5 times but you dont even bother to pick up once? what is this? I am really speechless now. I love you but what can i do. What more can i do? You even care for this relationship? i cant type anymore. bye...

2009-05-07T04:31:00.001-07:00

Hi,this is mid year fourth day, fuck i screw up nearly everything. Just take today's math paper for example i did do three to four math paper but the topics fuck up. Nvm sometimes just accept it. I must fight for things not expecting everything fall down from the sky just like that. Btw now am over at baby's place to study.After school home then baby came over , see and play with Sun for a while then went down to vivo to buy some stuff ,Sun sun is kind of sick he is lao saing now.Have to change his food. Bought some stupid stuff. HAHA. Then went over the small cafe inside giant to have tea. LOL. Then went over to baby's teo hse. I am studying for development now. Got to go now and still looking for suitable skin.

Ps i love you.

Only one

2009-05-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

Today ,was kind of a crazy day, morning baby cabbed to my hse , cause baby wanted to see my new doggy by the name of 'SUN' . Then breakfast with my parents ,then after that went back to baby's hse.TUITION all the way from 3 to 5 30.. MID year coming. No one hopes to retake the dam 'O' again.. Baby aunties all of them suddenly came then after tuition we went to have dinner at some nearby famous seafood restaurant.The food was nice but the place a bit cock up. Then home sweet home. Now here blogging.Will change this cock up skin soon.PROMISE. IF i never told you how much i love you i do.

I love you always..