Saturday, November 28, 2009

BABY JUST CALLED i'm smiling like anything now!!!!!! i MMISS HER SO MUCH!! I cann't wait to see her. She says everything is alright and she is having fun!!!! BABY BAY THANKS FOR CALLING! I can't wait for you to come back an i will be giving you a very very tight hug that you will be breathless for a few minutes! I'm serious this time! BABY BABY I REALLY CAN'T WAIT! I don't even feel like going to thailand at alll!!!!!!!!

Friday, November 27, 2009

Two is better than one.

I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something".So maybe it's true That I can't live without you,maybe two is better one.

This song kept running in my head today. Dam it. I really miss baby a lot a lot a lot but she is not calling or emailing me at all. I'm really hope she does . Had training this morning done so basic then head down to tiong to eat with the team at long john sliver. Everyone is okay and happy. then now i'm home. I'm heading down to Thailand soon. Hopefully everything goes weell. Baby i will call you alright when i'm there and when you're back in Singapore! Baby i miss you.Really do.

I want to hold your hand.

Things aren't going my way. I realise a lot of things are happening but nvm i will hide it to myself till i call or meet up with baby and i'll tell her. That girl of mine haven't call me yet! I seriously miss her the whole day i can't talk to her i just feel very very uncomfortable, guess i'm addicted to you,but not possieve. I really miss you a lot a lot a lot. Btw i'm leaving to thailand soon! In like less than two days! Okay i need to go now. I'm really busy plaaning checking all the stuff! HEAD EGGGGG BABAY!! You should know what i mean when i say that.! Call me back i really do miss you :( Missing you always.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

So stay away from me the beast is ugly.

I'm very tired! I was suppose to wake up at 5 30 and i only woke up at 6 36 . Luckily tim also haven't left his hse. I cab down join tim and uncle and some of them for soccer near boon keng station. Man it's tiring waking up so early.
Still ain't got news about baby. I feel very very uncomfortable not talking to you. I miss your nagging and everything baby ,someone who always ask me to pack my things and all ,now you left for only two days my room is in a mess! B a b y if loving you was wrong i rather not to be right. ALRIGHT, i got to go to take my nap then night i will be working at PS instead, to take over your shift! OKAY loving you always muacks.

Missing you.

Is one thousand pieces enough?
Everything is so so messy.
Hello earthlings! I've been so busy this few days! I'm very tired been waking up at 7 30 and only coming home at 12 plus midnight!! Man it's tired.
Yesterday baby just left to the koreeaaa! Although i act like i'm not sad in front of everyone but i'm really sad :( Only baby know that as i wrote her a small letter where i tell her how i'm feeling.
Really miss her very much. Wonder what she is doing what now? Sleeping i think ?or playing DS?BUT whatever things she is doing i'm sure she is missing me haha!
Tomorrow i need to wake up early around 5 30 to meet baby's brother for soccer,then i'm helping baby's parent to work at parkway with her aunt. haha the funny one.
ALRIGHT come back tomorrow!
Baby can't wait to meet you soon at the airport , I'm in a whole mess without you!
LOVE YOU YOUR SILLY BOY! I will not text you as i don't want history to repeat itself like America! I love you forever. Missing you!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Love

I love you. I really do.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Perfect

Hello people!!!
Things are getting better between Tiffany and me. we worked it out and now we're doing it fine :)
This few days have been working in baby's parents shop and office and tomorrow will be starting on my new job!! Hahaha. A few more days baby will be heading to Korea while i'm heading to Thailand.! Time pass really really fast. Alright i gtg ! Waking up super early tomorrow.
Love you forever.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

You can put the blame on me.

MAD

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin
'Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin'
just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening
And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad forNothing,
fighting forNothin',
crying forNothing,
whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing,
no not forNothing,
this should beNothing to a love like what we got
Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?'
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the painGirl,
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no noAnd it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this warBaby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go
Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all forNothing,
fighting forNothing,
crying forNothing,
whoaBut we won't let it go forNothing,
no not forNothing,
this should beNothing to a love like what we got
Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?'
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the painGirl,
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no noOh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleepBaby,
we're gonna be happy, oh
Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?'
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the painGirl,
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.

Mad by neyo.A few more hours and it's exam! Haven't even started to do some tys! Need to start on some soon. IS friends all you asked for?

Permanent

Things don't turn out what we expect in life.


The world don't stop just because you are hurt. In this way the world will be always stopping because in this world there are many broken hearted people. Move on. No matter how much i love you i told you. You're not coming back. Tears ran down i can't deny.I'm fine now I was just at your park near your hse. I need to accept it .All the best for whatever you are doing. Although you are part of my life but i guess some things i need to learnt the hard way and let go.
I'm not the guy you should be with .I'm sorry.


Thanks for everything love.


I love you. I can't deny it. Didn't expect things will end out like this honestly. Take care. honestlyiwilltrytobefine.