Why does this love feel like a battle field ?A battle field?

Sorry bout the emo post yesterday,just came back home not long ago,I took a double decker 147 home today ,but this time is not from sergaoon but somewhere near school,when boarding the bus,I checked for coins wanting to put in some coins for the tickets,i boarded the bus then there was no coins in my wallet,checked the pockets there were none,then i seaarch for small notes but there was none.I search my sercet compartment and i found 50 dollars only,I really wanted to take the tickets,I WAS like a fool i went up and down to ask for people to change with me pleasing ppl,hoping they will change for me i went to the second floor to change and luckily an old lady was willingly to change,by the time i got my coins next stop was my turn to alight.But still i went to put in the coins when the uncle insisted dont need,i left the bus so shy and started to fold the hearts.INTERCLASS SOCCER WE ARE IN THE FINALS! Everyone was looking at me.I had my hair cut.I look like a gay now.NO side burn no nothing.. FUCK THE FATTY WHO CUT.haha.Should i go training later? OR SHOULD I NOT? fuck i got no one to ask. Or if i go break that time who i should be calling? Nvm i dont know what should i do next.
HAD been waking up 5 plus in the morning still thinking to sent baby to school,ha,now i not even a 615 alarm clock dont say someone who fetch her to school..
WAS fliping through the chem tuitionbook then found baby wrote in one small corner 'ILOVEYOU
XOXO'
I laughed to myself.
SUN sun is super sickhe had been lying down there for two days,suppose to fetch him to the vet but everyone is so busy and i cant possibly bring him there alone cause i dont really know anything.I hope thursday i can bring him there with her.

OKAY I AM GOING TO TAKE THE LYRICS OF ONE SONG FROM DAVID AND TRANSLATE THE DAY THAT I MET TIFFANY.

Saw you from the distance-walking down the stairs to the canteen when you selling the tickets
Saw you from the stage-On the small stage i look at you again
Something 'bout the look in your eyes-you turn and look at me
Something 'bout your beautiful face,-i knew you are special
In a sea of people,-In all yellow uniform you are the only one with blue hair band
There was only you-ONLY YOU
I never knew what this song was about-I was hearing a song tittle fall for you
But suddenly now I do,-the moment i know why
Trying to reach out to you,-i tried to attract your attention by going to the window
Touch my hand,-wanted to hold your hands
Reach out as far as you can,thought you will reach out yours
Only me, only you, and the band,-only you me and your friends
Trying to reach out to you,-tried to reach out to you by buying rice where you were near the drink store
Touch my hand,-reach out for you
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause my mp3 i needed to act cool
Can't let this feeling end,-once i never act cool cant get your attention
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is gone
I'll never see you again,-I never get to see you again
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause my mp3 i need to act cool
Until I touch your hand,-until i touch your hands
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is gone
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,-so many of your friends were there
A wonder wall of stars,-all kinds of looks
But the one that's shining out so bright,-but i only notice you
Is the one right where you are,-only you
Trying to reach out to you,-tried to reach out to you where you were buying drinks from drinks store
Touch my hand,-wanted to touch your hands
Reach out as far as you can,-thought you will reach out yours
Only me, only you, and the band,-you me and your friends
Trying to reach out to you,-tried to reach out to you where you were buying drinks from drinks store
Touch my hand,-wanted to touch your hands
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause the mp3 i need to act cool
Can't let this feeling end,-once i never act cool i cant get your attention
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is over
I'll never see you again,-I never get to see you again
Can't let the music stop,-cant pause my mp3 i needed to act cool!!!
Until I touch your hand,-until i touch your hands
Cause if I do it'll all be over,-once i never get your attention everything is over
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again
I'll never get the chance again,-cant meet you again


Okay i got to go now,i love you.
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams.