Hi,i am here blogging.Just back from chinatown with friends.I walked away i left,sending you a msg.But no reply from you at all.I left out of your hse tearing down.Our relationship is tearing down if you could feel it.Maybe i suck as a boyfriend maybe i ruin it.IT is always been me as what you said i cant admit my mistakes.I am sorry.I feel i done enough so does you. I TRIED so did you. I pulled out my phone typing the msg which i hate the most to do it. I ask for a break between the both of us.But why am calling you now,every moment i am shedding a tear,you? i called you 5 times but you dont even bother to pick up once? what is this? I am really speechless now. I love you but what can i do. What more can i do? You even care for this relationship? i cant type anymore. bye...